sorry zack late post.

okay2. I've been neglecting my blog for quite sometimes. I just don't bother to click on new post. Since i am free right now, i will write something or two for yer all to read.

I was suppose to make introduction bout my clan, well thanks to some people in ragnarok (online game that play currently) i wrote it half way and chat with them inside the game. The next morning my laptop restarted and i had lost everything that i type on that introduction. So next time ya crew!

As for myself, hmmh. Currently like i said I'm playing Ragnarok, which is in a private server that are born in Philippines. Most of them, yes they speak their language most of the time. Thanks to that i understand about tagalog a lil haha.

Apart from that, i do meet some cool guys, and yeah some cool babes too /gg. Too bad, the opposite never leave even in fantasy world. I met some bitches too.

Sofia (my cuzzy) ussually log in just to chat and her friend sim seems to be away for already 2 days. What more he can only online at night thanks to his work.

Basically, i've nobody in that server that i knew before, but there is some group of people that willing to chat, share idea, stuff, even jokes around with me. For guy, there this guy name Calvin (please don't make me write his full nick). Next we have my mama! Which is mismaganda also known as paris. Panget too is part of those who love to make fun in the server. We all malaysian called him megit by the way. Lastly, we have this girl. Hahaha yet another Amanda eh sofia? She is kind and also.., well just kind :P. The name is Chibi btw. In tagalog means (SHORTY) okay that was a joke.

So guys, hit me with your post kayyy. I lazy to update the friendlist..i will just go and comment if i am sooooo not lazy.

outta!

oh before that, take this song. I'm not sure whether i have posted this song before, but who cares is on my playlist for quite sometimes now. ;}

Secondhand Serenade
Half Alive

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight

Yeah resurrecting The S|N

Ciaossu everyone.

Well thanks to my free time at home i started to design shirt for my current clan. We have been neglecting our clan name for quite sometimes but now it is time to call forth all the members, to start spreading, our clan names throughout the world (haha sounds funny). Okay seriously, let just look on the damn design.

Well it still in beta phase. There are still plenty more to edit, but i need confirmation from our clan members.

Behold the great clan is back on its feet

to be ressurected

to be remembered

to always be in EVERYONE mind

the only and

the NEVER HEARD

The S|N Clan !!




Front shirt [haha surely need more editing]






Back shirt [we know your SIN baby. You can't hide] [Need more editing]

Alright that is all. Let's finish this post with one of my super fav songs

Halifax
Snow in The Hollywood

She drips down the walls while I unravel like a web
My body quivers in the silence as she chains me to the bed

Sit back, let the, chemicals find their way into my head tonight
She's my lover, I'm a victim
Not an addict, and I hope I can shake it

She'll scream my name
She'll take everything
If I can play her game
I can stay

She drips down the walls while I unravel like a web
My body quivers in the silence as she chains me to the bed
She wants all of the glory
The latest story of my life, is that the devil's at my door tonight

Get down, let's dance, while I melt in your hands
Take back everything you said tonight
She's my angel, and I'm the wicked
I've got a feeling and I hope I can fake it

She'll scream my name
She'll take everything
If I can play her game
I can stay

She drips down the walls while I unravel like a web
My body quivers in the silence as she chains me to the bed
She wants all of the glory
The latest story of my life, is that the devil's at my door tonight

It's not what I expected
I'm too young to disappear
If I don't turn around and try to fight this never-ending fear
I've lost this battle but I'm still in the war
And I'm trying, but the devil's at my door

She drips down the walls while I unravel like a web
My body quivers in the silence as she chains me to the bed
She wants all of the glory
The latest story of my life, is that the devil's at my door tonight

Nels new looks?!

Haha here i go again with a new blog post (amazing). Well i did nothing today other then went up to Sofia's house and gave her the Ragnarok files she wanted so much. Then return home and have my hair cut (xD). Well i did some camwhoring and took some pictures of my gaming place. hehe. enjoy.




My workplace/gaming/chatting/anime-ing basically this place is my heaven.



A closer look of my lappy (i know i sarks at putting the laptop sticker)



Hah! my anime savior! xD. I am one of lowyat tester well i own this thanks to p1 willingness. In return, i have to give them feedbacks every weeks and have gathering every month. For those who have no idea what is that, that is a modem given after you subcribe for p1 w1max. Streaming without buffering is everyone dreams no? haha

(Will post more about this on another post haha wait for it internet users!)



My 'borrowed' external keyboard. LOL i know i know i just lazy to go out and buy.



My old amplifier. Mix with two bass speaker as tall as 4 years old baby. Hehe. I just love making my room a super loud stereo room.

Oh ya to those who wonder what i use to online, is my laptop! I forgot to take a picture of my LCD. I just link my laptop and my lcd together and tada! I have a modified desktop (or so) xD

Okay let's get back to this post title. My new looks. Don't laugh =P





man i look so ghey. haha

okay let's end this post with yet another ending song yeah?

Halifax
Hey Italy

I see her body move in deadly positions
Her fingers graze my neck for the last time
Her lungs are spilling out
What's keeping me alive?
What's keeping her alive?
Let's see, let's cut off all her long blond hair

Listen sweetie
You never meant that much to me
Hope your eyes can see
What you did to me
You'll always be my enemy

I see the victims of the deadliest poison
My face has turned her skin chalk white
My lungs are spilling out
What's keeping her alive, but was she ever dead?
Let's see, there's footprints trailing out of the morgue

Listen sweetie
You never meant that much to me
Hope your eyes can see
What you did to me
You'll always be my enemy

I see her body move
I watch her body move (my enemy)
She's deadly poison
My only poison (my enemy)
I see her body move
I watch her body move (my enemy)
She's deadly poison
My only poison

Let's see, let's cut off all her long blond hair

Listen sweetie
You never meant that much to me
Hope your eyes can see
What you did to me
You'll always be my enemy
My enemy
My enemy
What you did to me
You'll always be my...

Listen sweetie (I see her body move)
You never meant that much to me (I watch her body move, she's deadly poison, my only poison)
Hope your eyes can see (I see her body move)
What you did to me (I watch her body move)
You'll always be my enemy (She's deadly poison, my only poison)

Nels D back to ioi mall

Today, i woke up late around 11am just to found out that Akhbar is still sleeping peacefully on my house sofa.

Thanks to my lazyness, i continue sleeping on yet another sofa hehe. :P

I was awake by a lame ringtone from Akhbar's lame phone =P. It was Zuqmi by the way who broke our sleeping curse.

Zuqmi asked us to join him to go for a movie in IoI. Akhbar agreed and of course I'm gonna follow up too. Oh ya, before that Naq did message me and ask me to bring his clothes and vast to IoI mall because he accidently left it in my room.

Enough of that here some picturessss ~



We get our tickets ready!



Buying drinks from our NAQ!! LOL and we received free pop corns from his friend ! lol. Thanks!



MY NEW BABY SHE SO COOOOOOLLLLLLLL I LOVE HER SOUND!!!

aite people that is all for now! NelsDzyre back to music life!

Listen to this ya (thanks to spiderpig. ops spidersofia haha)


Evan Taubenfeld
Cheater Of The Year

You told your friends,
You told my friends,
That you got drunk and spent the night
With some guy you didn’t know
At all

Now you are so resisting,
Your story’s inconsistent,
You swear you only kissed him
But I know it’s a lie

You tried to be G rated,
But that’s not how I played it in my head
And you frown like you’ve been crying
But I know that you’re lying again

And this is the part when you disappear,
Is a chichè break up here
Yeah, we’re D O N E
Tell me how it feels to be the cheater of the year
And this is the part when you shed a tear,
Let me make it very clear,
That we’re O V E R
I know who you really are
You’re the cheater of the year

I hope that you’re happy,
You've ruined everything we had
I want my spinfire t-shirt back

You know what my stance is,
I don’t do second chances
And all those high school dances
I could have gone stag

You tried to be G rated,
But that’s not how I played it in my head
Oh Ooh…

And this is the part when you disappear,
Is a chichè break up here
Yeah, we’re D O N E
Tell me how it feels to be the cheater of the year
And this is the part when you shed a tear,
Let me make it very clear,
That we’re O V E R
I know who you really are
You’re the cheater of the year

Cheater of the year
Is good to know that you’ll be sorry

And this is the part when you disappear,
Is a chichè break up here
Yeah, we’re D O N E
Tell me how it feels to be the cheater of the year
And this is the part when you shed a tear,
Let me make it very clear,
That we’re O V E R
I know who you really are

Re-online

Folks here me go again..

I'm alone in my house right now and there's a lot of things going on over here. I just need a good time alone resting up my mind after argueing inside my head over 'the end' of my relationship with my girl today. Sad eh? don't cry.

I expected my ending anyway. One of my friend told me to break up with her after i told him that before this we nearly end our relationship. I believe her and have faith in her still that is why i keep the relationship going. So I've explained that to that friend of mine too.

But ya know, the day call it an end today. So we must obey. Therefore, today 7 February 2009, I'm back with a life story. Not a couple of life's story.



Let's hear some songs shall we?

My Chemical Romance
Disenchanted


Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

Yeah yeah, oh

If I'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (night long, night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya, come on

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

At all, at all, at all, at all



gahh..i will edit with the songs player later on and such. Just not in the friggin mood to type. So out yeah folks. Good night.