My Dream

People!!Nels Dzyre is wishing you all GOOD MORNING! its 1 o'clock anyway.

Do you have a dream? more like ambition or whatever it is. Basically it is something that you wanna do and you can't do but you still want to do and you were hoping you will do. Just do damn it.

I have a dream too. But more like i share a dream. No, we share a dream. Back in old time, my friend Ron and I, were really into stuff like, hardware-technology-software-internet-robotic any related electronic stuff which will put under one category [Technology]

His a crazy freak. He invented stuff! Is not even a normal stuff! This guy is pure genius i can said. More then a genius he looks like a dumb ass person to me. Haha no offense Ron ( i wish he could hear me.. )

Okayyy. 17th January 2008, the day of nightmare to me. I lose half of my dream. The only dream that i have, I have lost half of it. Why is it? Why can it be? I wish I would have answer that before this things happen. Its way too late now, every mistake was pointed at me which i could never not agree with it. Its my fault my endless way of thinking makes me a SINFUL person. My very best friend had passed away. It is very sad to me. It is not just sad, i feel so dead.

I couldn't do a shit to stop it and I can't accept his death. If I were given a second chance, i will really, i will really be the correct person of that particurlaly moment. I'm a bitch and thanks to that i had lost a friend. Not just Ron, i had lost once before a lot time ago..wawyn.

I am really a sinful person. I did so many thing and this one sin that i can never forgive myself for repeating it. I had killed two of my best friends. I killed 'em. I made an unforgiven sin. I live in a regret world where i wish someone will end me by killing me the same way i killed them. But, i will never let my best friends died in vain. I will never die in this battle on earth. I will keep staying alive and face them face to face when its time. I will ask for forgiveness, i will ask for their forgiveness for just one last time. Just a forgiveness from them will clear all the sin away..

So from now on i decide that my clan ' The Sin ' which belong to my friends and me, will always be alive out there and be known so that it can be the symbol of a sin that a kid like me, like us and everyone else that had make a mistake in their life, and asking for forgiveness. Also, I will keep on trying to archive my share dream, even if it just a half that complete it.

So i guess ya'all, pen off for now aite..

take this song and get a grip of your own damn sin for now on.


Avenged Sevenfold
Afterlife

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm ready to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm ready to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right